Is this art?
Is it meant to tear me apart?
Art that embodies the heart

I need a fresh way to sample all this mess
Hopefully a way to de-stress
Maybe one day I'll get to it

To get it all and get it soon
I hope I'll come out of this the opposite of a fool
Although everything feels like a balloon
Expanding and suffocating me increasingly
Shadows that never drift away from me

Pain that I hope ceases soon
A way to re-mesh into completely new flesh
A painful process to escape this man-made cocoon

Tearing me into pieces of paper